A story by Mandy Carter
· July 04, 2026
· Trigger: long screen time
The Quiet Glow of a Rainy Afternoon
I was curled up in my favorite corner at the Morning Brew Café today, the rain tapping softly against the window like a gentle percussion track. The air smelled like freshly ground coffee and damp earth from the park outside. I had brought my sketchbook, hoping to capture the drizzly mood in charcoal and ink. It was peaceful, almost perfectly ordinary.
But then, as I shifted positions and glanced at my phone to check the time, the usual little sparks began to dance in my vision. The familiar zigzag lights flickered at the edge of my sight, slowly growing and weaving into that distinct blind spot I dread so much. I felt the first flicker of that anxiety rising — the fear that this could spiral into the migraine itself.
I sighed, pressing my fingertips gently against my eyelids as if that could quiet the racing thoughts. My work deadline was still looming, and my mind screamed at me to push through, but my body was clearly setting a different pace. I knew the cause — probably too much screen time yesterday without enough breaks, though I’d thought I’d been careful. Somewhere inside, I felt frustrated with myself for not catching it sooner.
Instead of fighting it, I packed away my sketchbook and ordered a glass of water, the coolness a comforting weight in my hands. I closed my eyes and practiced one of Dr. Patel’s breathing exercises, the box breathing rhythm pulling me down from the edge of panic. Around me, quiet conversations and the clink of cups formed a soft symphony, and I let my mind rest there for a while.
When the glare dulled, and the aura faded into the background, I reflected on how often I forget to treat these warnings as anything other than setbacks. The world keeps moving fast, but my body begs me to slow down and listen more kindly. Today, I gave it that space, and it felt like a small victory.
Luna will be waiting for me at home, probably curled in a sunbeam despite the clouds, reminding me that warmth and calm can be found even on chilly, gray days. Maybe tomorrow, I’ll try sketching that peace again — with gentler strokes.
Lesson
Sometimes, the simplest act of kindness I can give myself is permission to pause and just be, even when the world feels like it’s rushing past.
Community Question
How do you find moments of calm when your aura starts, especially in busy places?